square.

moving always creates new challenges, new adventures. but, i'm beginning to realize that there are some constants in the changes, and they always seem to be what i dread most. it's the finding where you fit in. trying to be friends with people who have enough friends. figuring out what you have to give to people that they don't already have. i am always surprised by the level of self-consciousness newness brings...there's something very uncomfortable about it.